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I hate myself.

Third post today, something isn't right.

If only I could put all my thoughts on paper (or in this case, in one post)...

Here are a few things bothering me right now:
1. Chemistry -> Quiz friday and functional groups are screwing with my mind, do you go by the longest chain? FAAAAAACK
I need to ask someone.
2. Biology-> Same crap.
3. English-> Fuck you, Zeitgeist. Really, fuck you.
4. Calculus-> Who the fuck cares about form?! Fuck.
5. Unnecessary drama-> If you don't like drama, then ignore them! You are not obligated to respond, did that ever cross your mind?
6. How do you feel? I know I said that it didn't bother me, but hell its hard when I don't know. I really appreciate the fact that you're trying, but I really hope something comes up soon because I'm not sure whether you say the things you say because you truly mean them or because that's what the typical boyfriend should say. I'm almost 93.25% positive that you say them because you mean them, but if you can't really feel then how could you say those things? It's hard for me to understand, sorry...

Stop apologizing. I understand you don't know how to express yourself.
Although I often wish you did, there's nothing I could do about it and I accept that.

I don't really know what to say.
I'm very unsure about everything...

Today wasn't necessarily a bad day, it was just different.

Well I was going to write a happy post until you called me dumb for not seeing that I am pretty.

Dry.





I just don't see it, I'm sorry. It'll take me some time to get used to the compliments.
I do not think you're lying, I think you are simply stating your opinion. I, personally, do not see it .
Every once in a while, I do feel pretty and maybe, with some time, I'll feel pretty all the time.

I had a strange dream last night.
I was at home with a certain someone.
We were in the basement, being all normal
And suddenly, I took off my clothes.
Within a few minutes,
My dad came home and said it was time for me to go to work.
I don't know how, but I left the house without my clothes and only my jacket.
I was panicking and ended up finding a shirt in my purse.

I went to work without pants.

Typical Katherine dream.

My ongoing quest for self satisfaction

Every few months, I get bored of myself. I need to change something, and it usually ends up being my hair. I am planning on growing my hair right now, but first I need a haircut that grow out nicely.
Here's what I'm considering:





I know the last picture is a cartoon, but I like it.

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Wow, these girls on Teen Mom are so dumb. This adolescent has a baby girl and she says, "I do what I want, I don't care". If you want to be a normal teen and go out, DON'T GET PREGNANT.