Well what can I say?
There's not much to say honestly.
Sometimes I feel like I should just give up. Live life without worrying so much, ya know? But that's impossible, especially for me.
According to a certain someone, I will worry a lot my whole life. That is always what I wanted to hear.
How do some people go on living without worrying?!
On another note, I haven't been the happiest camper lately. A certain someone has been driving me mad and there's nothing I could so about it. I'd like to think that I am strong but I am slowly cracking. I'm pretty sure I could handle this on my own though, no need to get anyone involved. Plus, the people that know where I am have been helping me as much as they can, but it's just not working.
Sometimes I wonder: is there something wrong with me? I mean, I know I'm not the smartest girl out there, I'm not the prettiest and I'm definitely not the funniest or nicest. What the hell do I have going on for me? Nothing, absolutely nothing.
Maybe my violin teacher was right, I do have low self esteem. FUCK!
Friday, December 11, 2009
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Trust
I don't trust you anymore.
Once upon a time I was able to tell you anything, but times have changed and so have you.
You cannot be trusted.
On a lighter note, I'm really loving my music lately. Alice Cooper is back!
Once upon a time I was able to tell you anything, but times have changed and so have you.
You cannot be trusted.
On a lighter note, I'm really loving my music lately. Alice Cooper is back!
I need some Vitamin D
I haven't blogged in a while, and I apologize.
You see, I didn't need to blog. I didn't need to get something off my chest.
I don't know what to do anymore...
I just want to give up.
I'm sure that would be the wise thing to do.
I mean, why should I be upset over one person when there are so many other people out there?
I can't seem to get him off my mind.
I haven't felt this way in years.
I'm happy when I'm around him, I really am.
Knowing he will never have any feelings for me kills me.
Whenever I've liked someone, they've always liked me back.
I don't know why, but it always turned out that way.
This is new to me and I don't know what to do.
Some people tell me to play hard to get, but I don't want to play any games.
I know you might be reading this Brendon.
I'm not always this upset, trust me.
Something you said yesterday really got to me and I don't even know why.
I'm sorry, I should have listened to you.
I'm on the verge of tears...
You see, I didn't need to blog. I didn't need to get something off my chest.
I don't know what to do anymore...
I just want to give up.
I'm sure that would be the wise thing to do.
I mean, why should I be upset over one person when there are so many other people out there?
I can't seem to get him off my mind.
I haven't felt this way in years.
I'm happy when I'm around him, I really am.
Knowing he will never have any feelings for me kills me.
Whenever I've liked someone, they've always liked me back.
I don't know why, but it always turned out that way.
This is new to me and I don't know what to do.
Some people tell me to play hard to get, but I don't want to play any games.
I know you might be reading this Brendon.
I'm not always this upset, trust me.
Something you said yesterday really got to me and I don't even know why.
I'm sorry, I should have listened to you.
I'm on the verge of tears...
Monday, October 26, 2009
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