Well what can I say?
There's not much to say honestly.
Sometimes I feel like I should just give up. Live life without worrying so much, ya know? But that's impossible, especially for me.
According to a certain someone, I will worry a lot my whole life. That is always what I wanted to hear.
How do some people go on living without worrying?!
On another note, I haven't been the happiest camper lately. A certain someone has been driving me mad and there's nothing I could so about it. I'd like to think that I am strong but I am slowly cracking. I'm pretty sure I could handle this on my own though, no need to get anyone involved. Plus, the people that know where I am have been helping me as much as they can, but it's just not working.
Sometimes I wonder: is there something wrong with me? I mean, I know I'm not the smartest girl out there, I'm not the prettiest and I'm definitely not the funniest or nicest. What the hell do I have going on for me? Nothing, absolutely nothing.
Maybe my violin teacher was right, I do have low self esteem. FUCK!
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